bleary

I got back from Sarah’s and decided to get Parallels 3.0 installed on my now wiped-clean mac before going to bed.

I downloaded it, installed it…la la la… put in my serial number… and it wants my previous serial number as well, since I have an upgrade license.

No problem. I seach my gmail… nothing. I bought it before I switched to using gmail, so it’s not in there.
I search the backup I made of my mac hard drive before I wiped it… nothing.
I check the plist files from the backup, in case the serial is stored there… nothing.

I must have a email reciept from the purchase, so I look at my old copy of Thunderbird on my Windows machine… nothing.

There is still some old email on psouth, before I used to have the “leave on server” option checked for email.
I check that… and there are 3,000 emails to download, which are going one at a time as they get scanned by my virus checker.

I lie down to take a little rest while it downloads, it’s 2am at this point, and I’m a little drowsy.
Surprise, surprise, I fall asleep. Side note: those memory foam pillows are pretty comfy. I’m still getting used to it, since it’s extra-firm, but seems to be good on my spine.

I wake up at 6:30am, still in my clothes, mouth feeling pungent since I hadn’t brushed my teeth. I also realize I left Trouble out all night. She hates daylight, I think she feels exposed, or just dislikes all the people and cars. After calling her a few time she darts into view from the side of the house, covered in cobwebs. She must have been hiding under a bush or a neighbor’s porch.

So still no luck on the serial number. I suppose I could remove the new hard drive, put the old one back in, boot up, run Parallels and write down the serial number (if it shows it), then put the new HD back in again, but seems like a lot of trouble when I should have it around someplace.

Tomorrow is “Bike to Work Day”. Weather.com says scattered showers tomorrow morning, hopefully not on me as I ride. I’m not riding all the way from home, that would be 25 miles or so, instead I’m meeting people at the Staples Data Center in Marlboro and biking from there, only 6 miles.

Finances

I’m no financial wizard.

In fact, I’m not even a financial janitor.

I’m something on the order of “financial village idiot who smacks a brick against his head in exchange for scraps of food.”

So I have this stupid financial thing I want to do. I want to cash out some of my stock, and pay off my car loan.
It’s a foolish thing to do, because the car is depreciating (going down in value) and the stock is appreciating (going up in value) and it doesn’t make sense to exchange one for the other. It’s like trading a calf for dried up old beans that aren’t even magic.

However, there is a perception and emotional aspect to this. Every month, I make a large car payment. If the loan were paid off, I would feel better because:

a) I would have no debt other than my mortgage, and
b) I would have a pile of cash in my pocket every month that I would normally send away as a car payment.

I’m seriously contemplating it. I’d be using stock that could potentially be worth more in the future, but I’ll only be using a portion of my stock, and dammit, it would be nice to have some spare money each month, to invest, or y’know, go to Iceland with.

I might put a trigger on the stock, so it waits until the stock hits a certain price before selling. Right now the stock is under $25, but it’s been as high as $28. Maybe I’d set the trigger for $25.50 or $26. Typically summer is a bad time for the stock, though, so it might be a while until the trigger hits.

Sigh. I dunno. I know nothing when it comes to this crazy stocks and loans stuff.

Oh, also, I found out today that Staples now has vision insurance available, that could pay for a new pair of glasses every year. Of course, today is the day *after* the signup deadline. Damn! Though from what I hear, there might be a way to still do it. Have to find out, new glasses would definitely be worth $5/month. I wonder if it would cover part of Lasic surgery?

Hmm

After all this coffee testing, wonder if I’ll be able to get to sleep? Right now I feel pretty wired.
I want to swap my Mac HD, but want to back it up first. That will prolly take all night.

Hmm… maybe I’ll forgo the backup, pop the new one in for a fresh install, then get an external enclosure for my old drive tomorrow…

That would let me start completely fresh…

But starting fresh has its own pains too.

Sigh. I’m undecided.

As usual.

Coffee Experiment

I drink a sort of “cappuccino” mix stuff at work. Sometimes I buy it in the cafeteria, which is $1.31 for a small, and sometimes I make it at my desk, which is considerably cheaper. Yesterday the mix at my desk ran out, and I wondered, could I make my own “cappuccino” mix?

So today I bought instant coffee, french vanilla flavored non-dairy creamer, and Nesquick.

ingredients

Test 1.
2 teaspoons coffee
2 teaspoons non-dairy creamer
2 teaspoons Nesquick

cappuccino?

Not bad. A little strong on the coffee, perhaps if I doubled the non-dairy creamer, or added a bit of sugar to the mix. I know, I know, the non-dairy creamer and Nesquick both already have sugar in them, but I have a sweet tooth, ok?

Later.

Test 2.
1 teaspoon coffee
2 teaspoons non-dairy creamer
1 teaspoon Nesquick
1/2 teaspoon sugar

Yummy.

I’ll probably keep playing with the mixture, but it’s plenty passable now.

either / or

bubbling brain
skipping from web to email to programming
like a scratched record
needle bouncing all over the place
even these words
are just another bounce
a momentary distraction

is my mind’s natural state
one of focus
or
one of chaos?

I can sit,
nearly motionless
for hours

or

I can’t sit
for a minute
without being distracted
by the slightest thing

If I followed every thread
pursued every random idea

Would I be a wealth of
a fount of
creativity

or

would I find myself on the floor
surrounded by a pile
of half-completed projects?

German-themed movie night

My first themed movie night went well! I couldn’t find much in the way of sausages (I bought some brats and maple breakfast sausages at Stop & Shop) but everyone seemed to love ’em. I also couldn’t find the brands of beer I had in Germany, though I did find some German beer at a local liquor store, which was tasty enough.

We also had some German chocolate I brought back, and some coffee Hagan-Daas.

Then we watched Run Lola Run.

Good fun.

Berlin Day 2

Here are some things I wrote that day, but due to spotty internet, couldn’t post:

Written that morning

Getting off to a bit of a late start today. Had a nice breakfast in the hotel, while browsing the web, reading and writing a few emails, and booking my train and hotel for München (Munich).

My plan today is to eat some lunch around 1pm, then take a walking tour of Berlin, which starts at 3pm and goes for 4 hours. When it gets over, I figure I might quickly check out the Jüdisches Museum, which is open till 8pm.

Hmm, or maybe I’ll go to the Jüdisches Museum first, and eat lunch there. Probably a little pricey to eat in the museum cafe, but might save some walking-around time. Also, would be nice if I could find a cheap watch someplace, hmm… alternatively, I could take my DS with me, that has a clock in it. Or my iPod, that has a clock too. Guess even without a watch, I have several timepieces.

My throat’s been a little sore since sitting for an hour in the smoking area on the train, and my feet have a few blisters… I noticed a store around the corner, maybe I’ll pick up some cough drops and foot pads (especially if I’m going to be walking all day.

Written that afternoon in my notebook

I spent too long at the Jüdisches Museum and ran hopelessly to try and go 15 blocks in 8 minutes.

Instead of arriving 15 minutes early, as I had planned, I arrived 15 minutes late, and on top of that, couldn’t find the meeting place mentioned. After a few minutes of walking around looking for the Mama Cafe, I gave up and sat down in the park by the river to rest my feet.

It’s probably just as well I missed out on 4 hours of walking, since my feet have taken quite a beating in the past few days, and my blisters have blisters, in a Dr. Seuss-like manner.

I spread my towel on the grass (of course, a good traveler always has his towel with him), and take a little rest and drink some water.

relaxing by the river

A kid wandered around the park, bashing out some kind of tune on accordion in the hopes of getting some coins. He’s currently hovering over my head as I write this. What seemed melodic from a distance seems much more discordant from up close. He continues to play until I give him a coin to make him go away. It’s entertainment in reverse, where you pay for the music to stop playing.

Nearby a man who looks like a heavy from “Lock, Stock, and Two Smoking Barrels” is rather appropriately describing, in a British accent, the meaning of “double-barreled shotgun” to his two German blokes.

All three are bald-headed and tough-looking. One is in military fatigues, and his arms are lined with tattoos. His rough appearance is ruined, however, by his golden retriever puppy, who keeps jumping up on his lap and licking his face, causing the man to laugh and rub the puppy’s head.

After a while they get up and walk off, the puppy trotting along behind them on a leash.

I wonder what my next move should be. I check my iPod, it’s 5 minutes to 4pm. Most stuff closes at 6pm, though I could try another shot at the Holocaust Museum, which should be open till 8.

I watch tour boats go by on the river, and wonder if I should take one. It’s nice and relaxing here on the grass, though. I just want to rest awhile. I am on vacation, after all.

Is a moment savored
a wasted one
if nothing is accomplished?

After a while of resting, I check my iPodwatch. 4:17pm. Probably time I should leave Monbijou Park and visit something. Food maybe. My large breakfast is starting to wear off. I ate a small bag of chips while sitting here, but I could do with a proper meal.

My Lonely Planet guide book says there is a good falafel stand down the street a bit, by Oranienburger Tor. There’s also a subway station there if I want to go someplace after.

Ok, up and at ’em.

Around Berlin

Oof. Long day. I’m currently sipping a French beer Marco introduced me to called Desperados (heh, drinking a Mexican-themed French beer purchased in Germany – how international!). It has a hint of tequila flavoring in it. It’s not as cold as it should be, but still refreshing. Once I’m done typing this I will go downstairs and post what I’ve typed, since I can only get internet access on the ground floor.

My day started out late. I woke up at around 9:30am, showered, and took my laptop downstairs for internet. They were still sorta serving breakfast, I think I just hit the cutoff, because they were packing up. They brought me out a pot of coffee and a ceramic server with a dairy product of some sort in it. I’m guessing cream. I drank some coffee, checked my email, sent a couple, and watched a couple videos of Starcraft 2, which Blizzard just announced. Looks good. Gameplay reminds me a bit of Bungie’s Myth games.

Then it was back upstairs for some quick planning. I didn’t know what to go to, so I figured I’d head for a cluster of museums on the map and wing it from there.

I walked over to the subway, and bought an all-day subway pass for 6,20€. Funny thing about the German subway and train systems – they are mostly the honor system. You get on the train or subway, and *should* have a ticket. In theory, you could be randomly asked to show your ticket, and if you can’t produce it, you are fined 40€. But I’ve never seen it happen. Sure, on the ICE train they check tickets, but on the commuter rails and subways it seems to be a very infrequent occurrence.

Anyway, I bought my subway ticket, transfered to another line, and popped out in the middle of Berlin. Now I’m not known for my sense of direction, but I had chosen a subway stop close to the museums, so it was easy to find my way to the “museum island”.

There, I went to the Pergamon Museum, which has exhibits of Greek, Roman, Babylonian, Islamic, and Middle Eastern art. They have a couple full-size reproductions of Roman and Babylonian structures. There was lots to see.

At this point, I wondered what time it was, I had spent quite a while in the Pergamon. I don’t have a watch, but had the cellphone Marco lent me. It seemed to have turned off for some reason, and when I turned it back on, it asked me for the PIN for the SIM card. Lacking that, I couldn’t even tell what time it was. The cellphone had suddenly become useless. Weird.

Undeterred, I then went to the Altes Museum nearby, which has a great collection of Roman and Egyptian art.

After that, I stopped at a snack stand and had a CurryBraut, a sort of German-Indian cuisine that was both terribly unhealthy and very tasty. The epitome of fast food.

Refueled, I went to the Berliner Dom. From there, you can climb to the top and get a great view of the surrounding area. I then climbed to the bottom, and walked through the crypt. It’s not a catacomb like I expected, but a large dimly-lit marble hall, filled with caskets. It looks like a vampire convention. All sorts of dead well-to-dos down there.

At this point it must have been after 6, because the cafe and gift shop were closed. I knew the Jewish Holocaust museum was open till 8, so I headed over there.

It was a bit of a walk, and I kinda zig-zagged through the streets, but I found it ok. It’s an interesting sight – lots of stone blocks, mostly the same height but slightly offset, arranged in a grid. The ground beneath them is of different heights, though, so as you walk through them, you get lower and lower until they dwarf you. Like some kind of walk-in 3D bar graph of despair. I was disappointed to find that the museum was inexplicably closed. Even without a watch, I was pretty sure it was before 8pm, I estimated around 7, based on the last time I asked someone for the time.

From there, I walked in the Tiergarden a bit, which is a big park in Berlin sort of like Central Park in NYC. Like the park in Frankfurt, it also has bunnies. After a short stroll in the park, I walked over to the Brandenburger Tor, the famous big gate of Berlin, which is the monument mentioned in my pinball game “Attack From Mars” when Germany is under attack (“The Brandenburger Tor is in danger!”).

There was a guy dressed in old-fashioned military garb, who walked towards me when I took a picture. He explained that his livelyhood was posing for pictures as Friedrich the Great, and that I would have to pay 1€ to take his picture. It seemed a reasonable price, so I gave him the euro, and he posed for another shot and gave me a couple postcards.

I stopped at a Dunkin Donuts (yes, in the heart of Berlin, right next to a Starbucks, no less) and got a “Mezzo Mix” soda, which is an orange/cola mix.

By this time I was getting pretty tired, so I began walking back towards the subway. I saw a sushi place on the way that I figured I would stop and eat at. However, I was unable to exactly reproduce my zig-zagging path, so it eluded me. I did find myself by a supermarket, so figured I’d buy some snacks, drinks and water, since water at tourist spots is quite pricey (2€ for a small bottle!). I browsed around, almost bought a boxed salad, but figured I’d grab water and beer first. I picked up some of the beers I had had at Marco’s and liked. While I was doing so, I heard an announcement over the intercom. Not knowing any German, I guessed the meaning was “we are closing soon, please check out now.” I hurried back towards the salads, but a store employee was ushering people towards the checkout registers, so I got in line. The woman in front of me was paying with what looked like airport food vouchers, and took a while to check out. I got my beer and water and quickly checked out. Apparently they don’t give you bags here, so I hurriedly stuffed it all into my backpack as they turned the lights off in the supermarket.

My bag was very heavy as I walked, and I was worried about the bottles crushing some of the items in my bag, but I hurried along because I was very tired. It seemed to take forever zig-zagging through street to get to one of the subway stations on the line I needed, but finally I found one. I hopped on the subway, transferred at a stop, and got to my stop. A couple blocks’ walk, and I was back in my hotel room again.

I put some of the beers in the mini-bar fridge (rather than drink the beer already in there, at mini-bar prices) and ate some toaster waffles Marco gave me. I flipped through German TV stations for a bit, hoping for something illicit and European, but instead getting mostly American things dubbed into German. BBC was in english, so I watched that for a little, then watched an episode of the American cartoon “Cat Scratch” in German on German Nickelodeon.

I considered going out to get some food, but by then I was really tired, it was already close to 11 and I didn’t know how long the subways ran, or how late places nearby might be open. So I cracked open a not-very-chilled beer, and typed out the day’s meanderings, which you just read. Now I’m going to put my socks and shoes back on, and walk down to the ground floor with my laptop. If the dining room is unlocked, I’ll set up there for a bit, otherwise I’ll, I dunno, sit in the hallway with my laptop, I guess.

I need to book a hotel in Munich, since I’ll be traveling there on Wednesday.